• 1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say.. - I love me too.
• 2: Did you get to sleep in today? Everyday.
• 3: You never know what you got until you lose it? Truth.
• 4: Do you have siblings? Younger sis.
• 5: How many kids do you want? 2.
• 6: Who was the last person you held hands with? Don’t remember. :O 
• 7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? Nope.
• 8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? I’m pretty sure.
• 9: Last person to talk on the phone? Mama.
• 10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? Nope.
• 11: When’s your birthday? Nov. 17 :)
• 12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? Of course. 
• 13: What kind of phone do you have? S2
• 14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? Pj shorts.
• 15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? I’ve changed for the better. :)
• 16: What were you doing at 4 am? Sleeping.
• 17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? Give a speech.
• 18: Are you lying to yourself about something? Nope.
• 19: Last night you felt…? Meh.
• 20: What’s something you cannot wait for? (:
• 21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere different? Yeah.
• 22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 9 
• 23: Are you a morning or night person? Night person.
• 24: What did you get your last bruise from? Ahhh I forgot. 
• 25: Do you reply to all of your texts? Depends on the person and what the txt’s about.
• 26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? Pick up?
• 27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? Nah.
• 28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? I don’t know anymore.
• 29: How many months until your birthday? 11 :D
• 30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? BREAD? lOL.
• 31: Did you like this past summer? It was alright. :)
• 32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? Went to the bathroom.
• 33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? ——-
• 34: What is the last thing you said out loud? I can’t remember. LOL.
• 35: Your mood summed into one word? Indifferent
• 36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? Listening to music.
• 37: What are your initials? LL
• 38: Are you a happy person? I try to be. :)
• 39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? Yep.
• 40: Where do you want to live when your older? NY NY
• 41: Have you had your birthday this year? Yup.
• 42: What did you do yesterday? Stayed at home.
• 43: What will you be doing tomorrow? Going to work.
• 44: How late did you stay up last night? Slept around 3 ish.
• 45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? Yesss.
• 46: Is it hard to make you laugh? Nope!
• 47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? Some can. Depends on their situation.
• 48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? ———-
• 49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? Just one.
• 50: Do you wish your ex was dead? ———-
• 51: Have you ever dyed your hair? Nope.
• 52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? Definitely not.
• 53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable? It was and hopefully it will be again next year. 
• 54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? Yep.
• 55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? I’d probably be disowned. 
• 56: Sleep on your back or stomach? How bout on my side? :X
• 57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be? Maybe Cali.
• 58: What would you change about your life right now? Kinda wished I was in school right now.
• 59: Has anything upset you in the past week? Something minor.
• 60: Are you on the phone? Nope.
• 61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? Forward!
• 62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? Take the 40K so I can buy the brand new car.
• 63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? Yes. Vice versa.
• 64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? Yeah, when I was in elementary school. LOL.
• 65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? Who hasn’t?
• 66: Are you the type of person who likes to be out or at home? I can be both but more towards to being out.
• 67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? All the time.
• 68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? Nah.
• 69: Could you use some sleep right now? Yessss.
• 70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? I’m past 18.
• 71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? If they’re someone I fully trust, yes.
• 72: What’s your favorite color? Green.
• 73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? Yes. 
• 74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? LOL well not in my hand but it was in front of me. 
• 75: Do you get annoyed easily? YESSS.
• 76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? Yeah.
• 77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? Not everything.
• 78: Does anyone call you babe? No. 
• 79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? My dad? LOL.
• 80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? Relationship.
• 81: What color hoodie did you wear last? Red.
• 82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore? A few people.

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Same old shit, different day. I need something NEW to look forward to even though my life is pretty content at the moment. It’d just be nice if there were some changes around here I guess. I’m just tired of everything, everyone and the same routine I’m going through everyday. It’s like an endless cycle. Sometimes I wished I was still in college, minus the large amount of work I’d drown myself in. I miss college cause of its social life (not that I wasn’t a turtle who wouldn’t come out of its shell). I just miss the freedom and being able to live life like other adults. Then again even if I were given the freedom here, I prolly won’t take advantage of it either. Well for one my social life has gone down the drain. Everyone has departed and went their separate ways. Everyone’s got jobs, still in college and who knows what they’re doing and where they are. All I know is life goes on and I’m going to try to make the best out of it. 

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My first driving experience was pretty fun. Surprisingly, no one got hurt, but I almost hit 2 pedestrians. LOL woops. Everything turned out better than I expected. I just need to work on making turns. The 27th can’t come any sooner. It’s about time I get over my driving phobia. :) 

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When it comes to trying to have a decent conversation with a close friend, acquaintance, etc. I don’t expect too much from them. They can talk to me about almost anything you name it. I really don’t mind. But if you’re going to socialize with me at least do it 100%, don’t half ass it. Whether it’s texting, chatting online, whatever. I think that’s one of my top pet peeves, that is when the other person is being inconsistent. What I mean by inconsistent is when they go idle on you out of no where and then you see them doing something else on the side or they take forever to get back to you and expect everything’s normal. That’s like a bitch slap in the face x10. Stop.wasting.my.time. I don’t know how you expect ME to give you my undivided attention when you can’t give me yours. Not only does it bring my mood down, but also my motivation to speak to you the next time. It may be a bitch move on my part, but think about it. If you know me really well, I treat others like how they treat me. 

(Source: lawlalili)

There’s nothing to look forward to anymore. 

(Source: lawlalili)

Ugh. Only I would have the weirdest cravings when it’s 100 degrees outside. Looks like I’ll have to pass on that. Le sigh. ;-; 

My life. 

(Source: lawlalili)

:)

(Source: lawlalili)

I want to get so many things off my mind. So bad. 

Hello again, insomnia. 

(Source: lawlalili)

It’s another one of those long nights where I stubbornly refuse to go to bed right away as I slowly drown in my thoughts from overthinking, over-analyzing every little thing that has ever happened to me the past 4 years. I blame Facebook’s new timeline and its activity log option. But this is what usually happens when I have nothing better to do. I like to reminisce though. It brings back good ol’ memories yet it also brings back the bad memories that I hate being reminded of, which is the WORST part. Anyways, moving on. So earlier I started searching up for the girl whom I haven’t spoken to in 3 years on Facebook. It’s not the first time, but I can’t help it due to the wonders of nostalgia. I know it would be a private page and I know that I wouldn’t be able to click her profile picture for a closer view. As much as I still despise her for what she has done to me in the past, for some unexplainable and strange reason I’m still concerned about her life. I really don’t know why. Maybe it’s cause I can’t let it go without the closure that I wasn’t given. I then went to her YouTube channel and it happened to have her deviantART link. So I clicked it and went through her page and skimmed through whatever was on it. I didn’t think this site would have journals. But it totally shocked me to what she wrote in them. It seems like she’s still the same person I’ve interacted with years ago, still being the pessimistic self she is except this time she took it to a whole new level. It’s to the point where she’s physically harming herself with sharp objects and starving herself thus losing weight. Now, she MAY be lying and writing a bunch of bullshit for attention and I may be just about the most gullible person in the world at the moment, but it caught my attention. I believed what she wrote, despite the fact that she lied to me and betrayed my trust. I don’t know why it saddened me though. At this point, you’re probably thinking why do you even care, Laura? Aren’t you supposed to be lethargic about this bitch? Maybe it’s cause I have a soul, the soul that she doesn’t have. I want to say she deserves it, but I don’t want to wish that upon anyone. It’s funny how everything turns out in the end. It comes least when you expect it. Goodnight.

(Source: lawlalili)